by the end of this entry my decision to break up with chernie would have become officiated, and i would be back on this unforgiving market of frenzied dating and uncontained sexuality. (read: lover who is potent and not insensibly insane)
that man i saw on the tv and in the magazines. who once left me in buttered chuckles just passin' me on the streets.. and that man in the poster whom i once pointed out to and said to myself "i want". he was mine.
i thought it might be time to let you go, just so that i could see if you would come back. whatever this sick sad reality would bring me i'm not ready to know. not for now at the very least.
only thing im wishing now is that i could get our picture back.
remember 080808?hugsandwishes,
baby T
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