how much more would you love The T at 19?

my bears got honey they gave me some money

59 things i want to tell somebody but i cant but would someday have him know anyway

1. i was attempting to write you a love letter


2. i tried following an author's template


3. i failed


4. i want you to trust me


5. yes, we've been talkin


6. but hey, its just talkin'


7. the only occupant of my heart, is still you


8. i can't help it


9. i can't imagine ever having u outta my life


10. in fact, i think about moving along all the time


11. but i can't imagine ever leaving you behind


12. truth is, i don't wish to


13. love sucks, true love swallows


14. in our case, this is true


15. one tree hill blows


16. chad michael murray's character in the show's a douche


17. you should be ashamed how much you find yourself to be like him


18. he is definitely not a model example of a man for you to follow


19. i think you're really dumb


20. but i think about you all.the.fuckin'time


21. i like it when im starin' into space and lying right by you


22. actually, all those times ive had you wonderin', i was thinkin' bout you


23. your kissing skills have greatly improved


24. i enjoy your kisses alot more now than i do before


25. you secretly, stereotypically fancy females of my type, i know


26. with my type, i meant quirky


27. you should like me alot more cos im half insane


28. im quite awesome


29. i'm not demanding, i don't have a temper


30. your nose is full of blackheads


31. it makes you quite disgusting


32. you've got a vanishing jawline


33. i would suggest for you to start watching what you eat


34. i think your immature pecs are the cutest


35. but i'd still like for you to really workout more


36. is frustrates me when i feel like you dont care


37. frustrates me even more when carrie&big reminds me of you&me


38. sometimes when i think about us, i beam like a fool


39. i've been beaming like a fool for about a year now


40. how's driving?


41. i hope army in september wouldn't take too much of you away from me


42. i hate how im not getting to spend enough time with you


43. you're my porker


44. so even if zhijian is gay like you you're still better off being with me


45. im curious about how you feel. but it makes me afraid


46. honestly, that other night you were in your beanie, you looked so cute you blew me away


47. your hair sucks btw


48. i think you're weird and i don't know how we'd ever fit together


49. remember valentine's? (hehe)


50. you hair feels soft like my make-up brush


51. now i feel like touchin' it


52. actually, i just want to touch you


53. no, seriously. touch me?


54. do you ever realise how you'd miss me and like me alot better when i'm not with you


55. i get so hungry at work sometimes


56. i'd really love for you to visit me at work someday


57. i can't wait to show you off to the world, like a proud, special friend


58. please move to katong. or never have your parents leave you and leon to share a room.


59. okay. got food?

"the redhead's just too much of a manly woman, samantha's just insane, carrie's just stupid cos mr big's an idiot, the other brunette's just moronic"

dear princess,

if there was a wish in this world which could make me stop worrying about you, i'd wish you could have a video call with me now so that i could know if you're not having sex with someone else.

love, me

so we go..

their voices sound like telephones

i am approximately 7 days and 22hours behind finally entering the 19th year of my life.

the more i grow, the less i feel i want to understand anything.

But if there's one thing I know, it's that I never really know enough.

Seems like the roads stretch out like veins, but there's no heart. Nature's haircut is concrete now, and we played our part.

I've lost my taste for modern things. They're not for me. I want mundane: a quiet place, where time is free,

Electric President - Good Morning, Hypocrite

this exCitement is mAking me misspelL eVerythINg

here comes from my usual outbreaks of severe randomnity a virgin fisheye shot that i am almost too sure now is easily securing itself a position with my FPOM(s)* for the next 100 days.

it's your birthday
it's your birthday



"no, no, NO.... the trick was to rip her still-beating heart out of her chest and SHOW IT TO HER before she died, but she hadn't so much as glanced at it. Sometimes Butch felt like he was the only one even remotely trying."

Blooms and Felicity fill the air
You've seeded your bloodline a Brand New Heir
It's your birthday
It's your birthday

*(Favourite Photographs Of Myself)

w-what?

wall-e.
yes. i want to catch wall-e.

i like quirky, but c'mon

You're Babar the King!

by Jean de Brunhoff

Though your life has been filled with struggle and sadness of late,
you're personally doing quite well for yourself. All this success brings responsibility,
though, and should not be taken lightly. Life has turned from war to peace, from damage
to reconstruction, and this brings a bright new hope for everyone you know. These hopeful
people look to you for guidance, and your best advice to them is to watch out for snakes.
You're quite fond of the name "Celeste".


Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

my last move my last fall

where is my head?

where is my heart?

this isn't enough about....

i've had about 29483756 best minutes of the year this year. but sometimes i dont like talking about good things too much, cos it makes me feel afraid should they ever start to slowly go away from me. So here i welcome again, at the most ungodly hour of 5.22am; this beautifully weathered wednesday morning, as well as the unsparing exterminator of my most cherished brain cells that is INSOMNIA.

random

but i do like how i'm actually "writing" again, despite the erratical excess or even having nothing to write about at all. it makes me happy sometimes reading myself the way i've had my thoughts autobiographical-ly recorded on this little personal public space in the world that i have, than the idea of sharing what brand is my boob cream and why X's legs are hairier than Y's. uh.

婆婆,

我❤你too

:)_T

theres nothing else more that i'd want now....

....than another half a dozen of SLII Muffins and a sweetie's hugs.
:)

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